Friday, January 29, 2010

DAY ONE

Ok I promised myself that once I started this blog that this was it...I'm taling control.  No matter how supportive my family can be they just don't get it.  I obesess over food.  That's just the simple fact.  My little personal herion sitting in my kitchen.  I sometimes think that drug addict have it easier.  Atleast when they decided to get better they just have to avoid being around the drugs.  There's no avoiding it when you have an eating disorder.  That's all for now I guess but I just wanted to post that because everyone has to start somewhere, right?

1 comment:

  1. Again I want to say how proud of you I am. An addiction is an addiction..there is no easier one to have. I can speak from experience, I am an Alcholic..recovery for me will be a forever thing. I will live with this addiction for the rest of my life, and yes some days I want to stop and buy some liquor, but I don't. I have been sober for 7 years 8 months and 12 days..and EVERYDAY is a struggle. Eating disorders are much the same..although I do agree food is always around. I do not have alchol in my house, but food is a must. I love you bb..u need anything you just ask. <3

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